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Hi 2013 Bye 2012
Time Flies
I am just short of time

Recently I like to heed elder's advises
It is a ladder for me to my success path
We do not follow one's advises but many and then analyse
Read and Practice
Use my wise Use my mind
Information alone doesn't strong enough Quoted by Robert Kiyosaki
Though he lost one of his company but he actually showing a great model
Great Move ever

For me at the very first I need to strengthen up my soul spiritual as well
a lot of evil parts I possess which will only drag me into failure
which GREAT doesn't practice it
I overcoming it and I am doing fine I believe

Also, I will be joining a Volunteer Team
not now but in the future soon =)
too bad I can't join the counselor part as the courses already started on Sept 2012
but I will be joining the Social Welfare Volunteer
Grow with people Give to people Good for people

With You companion <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">I will fight with my BEST
2012 was meaningful to me
2013 will be more meaningful to me
Approaching ... FIGHT !

12-12-12

It's 12-12-12
an Unique date

没有想到我竟会在这特别的日子彻底的了解了自己
经过了几年的生活磨练 没想到我忽略了这一部分的醒悟

这个架吵得很值得 我彻底的了解了自己的缺点
傲慢，包容心，小心眼，嫉妒心，狭隘心胸 等等
哇 怎么那么多
想要一次过改过来还真是不简单呢

在此感激佛祖爷爷，菩萨，等等 开导我的众神仙
或许是我近来少吃肉的原因？哈哈
现在改过应该还不迟
我会记住这个教诲 直到我都将其改过来

我要成功 不仅仅是知识上及财务管理上要掌握好
我的心灵也要平衡好 好支持我在社会上突破重围！

这一年头，还真的不是白活了呢！

Dad of the Rich

It's December, an exciting month
I feel relief for the month
I am wonder why ... hmm
Maybe it is because I put down a lot of thing

Well I want to be Rich
yes I do ,Everybody does too
but only less people admit it
I just need money to achieve my dreams
without $$$ I am actually can do nothing

Why some people doesn't meant to be rich? because they are not financial intelligent
I want to be rich, because I am still can afford failure and I want to learn to manage risk
of cause Financially Intelligent as well

This is my story ...
Only I found out a month ago
My Mom has to pay almost 5-6k a year for her Insurance
I'm not sure about my Dad's but I doubt It won't be cheap as well
Yea, that is why we should buy it early as possible as young as possible
I put this as my debt (Ideologically)
So If I want to afford it I have to have extra at least 5k for a year

I want to be Rich so that the debt won't crush my family
There are still a Lot I need to learn ...
I will try I will do my Best
I want I have to start it Now

Phrase of the day :
爱情是需要金钱的支持，我相信梦想也需要。

Day of the End of the Month of the End of the Year

It's December of 2012
I know that there are something have to be start of
and also to be end of ... ...
just like the year End and the year Start

Was felt guilty to myself because I didn't really do anything for weeks
a lot of things that happened
a lot of things that gone
a lot of things that came

I am so urge for the year 2013 coming
But am stunned ... I have to live in the moment now
gotta prepare for it rather than dreaming and idle

Try to get back my spirit
Try to get back my motivation
Try to get back my strength
Life Move On  ... ...

Am starting to cook as I do it for cost saving
also been always the skill I wanted to acquire
guess I gonna learn some and practice from my Mom when I'm home
Breakfast Breakfast Breakfast =)

here it is ; Another Dream Start
I did it, I turn Disaster into Opportunity as what rich Dad taught me about
I'm On My Way !!

Quote : 时间会告诉你，越是平凡的陪伴，就越长久

Searching Myself

Read back my older blog --- SPACE

But It was closed and move into WordPress

Read back my blog posts and friends' comments

WOW~ surprising that we had those moment at the past

and I had that stories at the past

Ya Really I found myself there

I still can make myself another World like that.

MOVE ON~~~

SPACE_GAOGAO


大家说的话都好有意义哦：
“失望，有时候也是一种幸福，因为有所期待所以才会失望。因为有爱，才会有期待，所以纵使失望，也是一种幸福，虽然这种幸福有点痛。”

"when injury is done to us,we never recover until we FORGIVE"

"gaobulele"

"改变是另一种开始"

等等等

Loser

Monchhi is sick
Only I took her for Veterinarian today after a week illness

The first time I feed her pills by myself
It was failed for several times and even she was trying to throw up
but luckily I succeeded to make her had it at last just after I figuring out the last step I missed that could make her swallow the pill
I just feel that If a person want to succeed a task just pay attention and focus.

Regarding to my study
I am hesitating whether I want to further in this field
this thought was came across after I read the book "RICH DAD"
Well, plans are always changing doesn't it??
RICH DAD taught me a lot that the mindset I should have in order to succeed in RICH
meanwhile I am still holding my dreams
I just think If I could combine both
anyways, CHANGING is always ahead of PLANNING
I will just do my best on it.

The only concern in the world could make my emotional is Love Relationship
to be honest, I am still Single
and I am hesitating whether I should confess or not
Some comments were
"That's great that's mean you were not into her beauty so you're being truthful"
"Add oil ba !! Distance doesn't really a problem, stay by herside is important but most appreciated is that she can find someone to talk to always and she will upset if you want to leave her"
Well Well Well, the fact is
I am not ready to accept Rejection and Failure yet
that is why I never succeed

I gave hints and I felt we are long apart very apart now
perhaps ... ... It is too late .:.

ROBERT
Quote 1: Do not afraid of failure before 30, you are still afford to lose.
Quote 2: I never met a Winner who had never Lose

Attitude

有人说
连自己都讨厌的人
是个好人 也是个善良的人

I was struggling on my attitude of life
I wondering what is the problem happen on myself
I did sour-searching I did keep myself doing things
I need a balance I need to talk soul-ly
At the same time I do not want to bother my every loved one

because ...
A guy with capable should not complaint
That's mean I am still not that rank
I walking in Hell and I am trying to go through it
Now I think I had gone through the toughest part but am still in Hell
I will keep on moving ...

Meanwhile
there are a lot of people around us who destroys us who denied us
but there are also friends and people who gives me support
and back me up always when I am down
I feel touching at the moment

I got friends who always try to console me
cheer me up, giving me advise
Well what else do I want more for?
Thankiu all my lovely friends You and yoU

I am gonna be fine, Don't worry
I will be strong and stay strong ...

Yes I Can

Well my mood came
First of all
I've change myself recently
I feel fun in talking a lot now
I applying the skill of communication in my life
and I found it interesting
Give and Take ; Talk and Listen

The person who influence me few months ago
of how to be a filial child
I had the thought long time ago
but HIM inspired me how to take the first step
I'm giving my best and I am going to be my BEST

Another person who influence my life
of being questioning and control the atmosphere
HIM inspired me everyday is a new day to learn something NEW
I'm trying my best and I am really going to be my BEST

The famous one who inspired me
ROBERT KIYOSAKI whom I know him years ago but only read his book now
he taught me to use my brain on everything which I've always miss-use it XD

DALE GARNEGIE whom started Dale Garnegie Course which last for 100 year
he taught me to be confident ,believe in myself, be wise to talk, be a good listener

I am learning from people and I am figuring out what they have not told me and taught me about
I am doing my best and I will be the BEST

Live My Life throughout the Sky

For people who walk through my life inspired me a lot
I learn a lot of things in any patterns from their acts

I try to change myself lately
I am being talkative and I enjoy talking
I can gain a lot and improve myself through a conversation
Do not feel shame to ask
Do not feel shame to say "I Don't Know"
Do not feel fear of offense on others
Do have compliment to people
Do have sense of humor when conversation carry out
Do honestly to state out your point of views

From the book I read about many of the Successful Noble Man
the only similarity is that they use their brain all the time
Means "Don't Be Lazy To Think"
(well it sounds simple but it is really make sense when come to an act)
our greatest gift property is our "BRAIN"
and also which will lead us to SUCCESS

I am still doing a lot of things
House Work, College Work, Dream Work, and so on
I search a lot now in order to get my knowledge wiser

The most recent,
I training intensely for badminton
Having 2 badminton games a week at least
Everyday swinging my hands to strenthen muscle as well
Mostly play against Uncles' lately
Found my own weak points and know my rank
Got to play hard play fast and play stably

I want to take part in a Badminton Open !!

一声“加油”

回想过去 那么快过
想着现在 这么慢过
想着未来 还没有过

Well, am still trying
but I can't deny that I am trying slow

Gonna put down my pride
Gonna promote my self-confidence
Gonna take the act
It is everything which I should put hard on
Lack of socialize Lack of general sense about World History

学习如何说好话
学会圆滑控制气氛
尝试利用危险沟通得到更进一步的了解

很多东西还要加油加油加油啊！

Keep Going

I don't feel anything at all
I am keeping them under control
... my emotion

Perhaps this is because I am clearly understand that
I have to be mature mind
and I can not force myself on something that isn't possible
I am working hard and trying hard
I never give up and I never persist
Go with the flow but I will make sure that the destination is You

Stay cherish Stay appreciate

囧 。。囧

Well, I can not be like Dato Lee for sure
but I am trying hard to defeat all the opponent that I encounter
Keep Training Keep Improving and Keep Proving
Do what I love to do & Love what I am doing

This is just the Real Beginning! FIGHT !

筹码

喜欢一个人，并不一定要爱他（她）；但爱一个人的前提，却是一定要喜欢他（她）。
喜欢是一种轻松而淡然的心态，但爱却太沉重。
在月朗星稀的夜晚，你思念着远方的朋友，如果心中只是一种淡淡的喜悦和温馨，那就是喜欢；如果其中还有一份隐隐的疼痛，那便是爱。

现在我知道我喜欢谁，我又爱着谁了。

囧 。。。囧

终于定了自己的目标
Bavarian Motor Work
要拿我本身的筹码来换这个最大的筹码

想起了我最初的梦想
什么是成功？金钱？名誉？
想要名留历史，我要得到顶尖，再带动大马汽车业！

囧 。。。囧

放弃执着 接受改变
是我悟出的道理

读书很重要，很多知识都能吸收
但我发现，短短的几个字，明白了却不能体会其中的真理
所谓：读万卷书，不如行万里路

我要实践我所读到的，我所学到的
但我又发现，我们时间有限，个人做到的并不多
所谓：行万里路，不如阅人无数

与人分享其经历，并理解社会所需
才是生活之道！

我要改变 我会改变
朝着我想要的继续前进

给不到的不要硬给；得不到的不能硬拿
这个年龄的女生是最耀眼的
但这个年龄的男生却是要对自己的未来努力的时候
放弃美色，是你的终究不会逃

现实的勇敢

在刹那间 我爱上了现实
被情感的折磨 我逃到了现实躲藏

在现实中 我找到了勇敢
勇敢的去面对一些情事务
勇敢的去追求一些目标
勇敢的接受失败
勇敢的接受有得有失
勇敢的去解决
勇敢的收拾心情
勇敢的擦干眼泪

感谢一直支持我的人
感谢在旁聆听我的人
感谢可怜我的人
感谢看过我故事的人
感谢偷笑过我的人
感谢你们

我不好 我还没好 还在痊愈中

但是我会勇敢
做到我想要的

就是这样的啦

失败了吧
我想是吧
受教训了吧
我想也是吧

生活好无奈
失去了心灵支柱

如果我想继续生活下去
就该现在开始为未来做点事
努力吧 别想了
再想也是妄想

只有自己才救得了自己
自己扎下的根自己拔起
放开执着 才能走得更远
放了自己 放了命运

就是这样的啦
努力下去 是你的终究不会溜掉
不珍惜你的 是别人的亏损

谁没有过渡期
咬咬牙 就能过去了
宝石要被制作出来最后过程 都是最艰辛的
磨练自己 属于你的 终究会等你

甘愿了，想通了

I complaint that I am not an excellent player
because I never see how much effort Dato Lee had try
I complaint that I have no a good voice
until I realize how many Mute people in the world is suffer

I can't compete with others, so what?
fact is fact
I am not capable
I am not training well
I am not trying hard
I haven't found the essence
I haven't win Time yet

Looking around the world
then look at my failure
I found that how tiny my mistakes are
People makes mistake but the people who succeed
depend on how they see their mistakes
Be wise Be smart
Let's work hard again
Add Oil ! Gambateh !

I think I have to change my theme of blog
Make it brighter
... ...
for a brighter future !! kaka~

为什么不快乐

和高手们切磋后 终于领悟

进步的空间是如此庞大！

我还能做到吗？

或许不该犹豫 就这么决定努力到底！

弱            

                 弱

弱

                  弱

弱！

如果要一个天生悲观主义者过着乐观的生活

最后会得到怎么样的结果呢？
或许就像叫鱼上树吧！

或许我什么都还没有准备好

注定又再让我错过一次吧！

说得倒挺轻松的

最近一直在烦恼一个问题
从新开始
真的真的没有 绝对没有
那么容易的

囧 。。囧 。。囧

I do wish I have a good voice

so I can sing everyday

I do wish I am tall

so I can be very handsome and reliable

but this is nature

How am I gonna to change it??

no

            nO

No 

           NO 

NO!

I won't give up by Jason Mraz is sweet and touching

I won't give up by GY Lee is Irritating and Annoying

宗伟李的羽球是攻不可破

高源李的羽球是一击就破

不等了 不追寻了 我累了 我放了 我哭了

不是所有的疼痛都可以呐喊的

You never realize You never look back

I never stand a chance I never can win the fate

I am Fine

I will be Fine

Maybe Fine

P/S: My world, Don't Worry & No Disturbing

THANKS

No Matter

Yeah

introducing to you my new partner

 Li-Ning

with BG65 26 lbs

and and and

my old partner

Fleet

with BG6 24 lbs

I think the only thing in the world which can cheer me up fully

is Badminton Game

No matter how I won a match

No matter how I lose in a match

No matter how I get injured in a match

and

No matter how I exhausted in a match

I will be very Happy after all

Would wish that I can join any of the Badminton Tournament

Can I ?

Well, I am not so pro yet

have to keep on training

keep on playing

keep on improve tricks

! Add Oil GaoGao ! 

WEll

Is anyone still don't know about my pet yet

here she is

Look at her

with Big Small eyes

look like she knows you are taking photo with her !

her name is

Monchhi

what a great name isn't it ?

but it's too bad she can't recognize her name

Anyways,

Don't judge a book by its cover

well said the proverb

Don't ever think that she's girl so that's mean she is quiet

she is a Superb Cat and Super Hunger cat

look at her TUMMY!!

So Big !!

but I guess you can't realize how big is her tummy

by looking at this picture

Let me describe with this

"a 4 months pregnancy Mother"

hmm I admit that

Aside from her naughty part

yea she's Cute 

She likes to lie on my arm and taking nap

of cause I will only do that after taking bath for her

There must be Hygiene First

Hmm I am not good at ending a speech

so ... I just stop here

Hehe Happy Mood

Counting down 2 days

Swimming

Mechanical Skill

Cooking

Badminton Skill

《 Holiday Plan》

长眠

Insomnia

堕落中

。。。

。。。。

自暴自弃中

。。

。。。

。

非诚勿扰

我没有那么伟大

我也想自私的去拥有

从多么多种人得到多么多种的答案

也不如你这一个确切的回答

4号9月2012年

2点28分

我还在对着电脑

看似没有灵魂的敲打着键盘

话说我又要回家了

！倒数2天！

爱情开始之前

该前进；该后退

无法抉择

该执着；该放弃

难以决心

在无法开始的爱情之前，

我想象不出我竟会如此眷恋

主题

《Theme》

A very important Element that absent in my Life

I own a DSLR

I don't have any idea

what kind of Theme I want to shoot

I want to Travel

I don't have any idea about

how my trip is going to develop of

.. THINK ..

.. VERY ..

.. DEEPLY ..

Finally

I want to capture down the Memories

I want to go to the most Wonders of  the World

Theme

It changes with the changes of age

It's like a picture

Picture of Dream

A Theme

Theme of My Dreams

囧  。。囧

Enough with Self-Enrichment books

Should buy something useful and realistic

Frustrated

Lately ... ...

My sense of Frustration has came to me

plenty of talent and knowledge have to master

Everyday In the Morning when I open my eyes

It's the original Me

"full of unknown"

Every night I think

 I THINK and  ..  ..  I kEEp thinking ...

... then ... 

I fEll SleeP ...

wake up In the Morning 

back to the same routine

I thinK

I .. reaLLy tHinK

I 've to maKe sOme cHanges

                               change ....

  ..  change  .....

        ...     ...    ...     changes

家人

FAMILY
F - Father
A - And
M - Mother
I - I
L - Love
Y - You

Looking at my Dad sitting on the chair after few minutes stand
I knew it, He is getting old
Looking at my Mom getting slimmer and slimmer
No, She is not doing exercise for slim body
Yes, She is getting older too.

As I had grow up, I can strongly sense that the time is running fast
Hurting my parents
As a youngest child, what can I do for them?
keep them company
Do well in my part
but yet I am still not succeed
and I am afraid of Success

I don't want to face that
the Day will be coming
What will be my next decision
My Parents will be within the consideration.

I don't want to have Regretful anymore.

失去

失去。。。
我就是那种 会因为害怕失去 而不敢去拥有的人

宁愿错过 也不要难过
我明白 人生短暂 再怎么难过也不为过
但是我就是少了那么一点点的

冲动 。。

该怎么去抉择 越过这片沼泽
我不知所措 该如何去珍惜
一天又一天 我停留原地 远远姚望
等待机会降临的那天
等你说Yes 的那一天

男人心，一点精 CnP

   TOP1  天下总有最适合我的人

　　Wrong！珍惜眼前人

　　理论上如此，可是世界这么大，你和他未必碰得到；世界这么大，就算碰见，他也许已经有了另一个她陪伴；世界这么善变，就算你们彼此倾心，也未必能走到一起。

　　所以，当遇见值得自己珍惜的人，还是好好珍惜吧，不要总是等待远方那个完美的人。他是月亮，他是星星，你梦见就好，无须爱上。

　TOP2  喜欢就不在乎我的打扮

　　Wrong！男人喜欢靓

　　虽然男人都会说，他们最在意的是女生的气质和性格，但那多半是用来显示品位的。

　　男人是视觉动物，眼睛爱了心才会爱，打扮得体亮丽的女生，让他们有急切交往的冲动，就算交往久了，他们也希望她能保持抢眼的装扮，以来看着顺心，见到就愉快；二来也带得出去，赢得他人的羡慕。

   TOP3  容忍能体现我对他的好

       Wrong！别被他看轻

     包容，是相处时的美德，再好的人，也有需要宽容和妥协的缺陷。不过，没有底线的包容，只会宠坏你喜欢的人，助长他的气焰，最后变得自我，狂妄。

     你可以接受他的缺点，但也要提醒他，哪些方面需要改进，让他知道你容忍的限度，并为提高自己而努力。如果你一味纵容，以为爱他就是无视他的坏毛病，那他准会得寸进尺，看轻你，不在乎你，甚至把你的想法当透明！

    TOP4  厌倦是爱情死亡的证明

         Wrong！关系新生期

    每一段爱情，都会从激情走向平淡。开始时电击般的兴奋和痴情，慢慢变得温和平静，少了冲动，开始觉察心中人的缺点，也会为失去新鲜感而烦躁不安。有时候会问自己：是不是这些都是不爱他的征兆？

    其实，乏味，倦怠，排斥，都是恋爱平静期的正常情绪，既是情绪从高潮回落的必经过程，却也是证明双方关系走向巩固和稳定的标志。没了新鲜，却有了默契；少了冲动，却多了脚踏实地的相处；看见了缺点，却也是开始了解真正的对方。和平务实的相处，反而能考验出双方感情的纯粹度，是爱情的新生。

    TOP5 任性他才会总想着宠我

      Wrong！他最怕麻烦

      发嗲，撒娇，耍性子，是女生恋爱时的受宠杀手锏。平淡稳定的相处，不少女生会觉得无趣寡味，也担心身边人不像一开始那么心疼自己，于是逼他说甜言蜜语，看他紧张地表白衷肠，暗暗享受他的真情流露。

     小打小闹，固然可以给淡然的相处添撒风味，不过，一旦超出男生的心理承受范围，那可大事不妙！如果任性成了习惯，只会让他觉得你不懂事，不会照顾和体谅他的感受。时间长了，小情趣变成了大累赘，男人，喜欢稳定，讨厌麻烦，你要是总让他心神不定，那他早晚会去寻找另一片宁静天地。

    TOP6 真心距离不是问题

     Wrong！相处识真情

     距离可以增加思念，燃烧激情，可是当最初的迷恋渐渐消退，距离成了彼此进一步沟通的最大障碍。两个人的性格差异，需要亲密的相处来了解和适应，由浓转淡的感情，更需要通过分享心情的话题维护下去。

     距离，只能诉说思念，真实自然的相处，才能传递彼此的心意。想一个人，应该去见到他；多见他，才能知道究竟爱不爱他。

    TOP7 软弱最能留住他的心

　　Wrong！他需要微笑

　　没错，女生的柔弱和眼泪，的确让自己显得楚楚可怜，让男生涌起保护和照顾她的冲动。她的软弱，让他意识到男人的力量，把她圈入自己的羽翼下。

　　但是，只有弱小和泪水，也会让男人觉得困扰。他会心不安，会怀疑自己的力量，会担忧自己总做不到她的要求。他更需要心上人的微笑，鼓励和满足，来告诉他：谢谢你！有你在身边，我很快乐！软弱，也许让男人有爱你的冲动，但快乐，才能真正留住他，让他明白，自己对你有多重要！

　    TOP8  吵架是必要的沟通

　　 Wrong！开心才长久

　　谈恋爱，争吵是避免不了。再爱得如胶似漆的一对，总会因为性格不同，想法各异而争执吵闹。吵过，才了解对方的真实想法，以后学着彼此理解和包容，不再计较什么。

　　可是吵架，伤心伤神，每吵一次，都会留下一道阴影。如果碰上不开心就发泄，不懂得适当的包容，会给对方造成相处的负担。吵完，大家都要努力调整心态，积极培养良好的情绪来相处，而不断的吵架，回把好不容易酝酿的情绪一点点破坏掉，时间久了，人麻木了，就懒得培养好心情，随后只有分手。

　　TOP9  兴趣需要保持一致

　　Wrong！不同才神秘

　　恋爱中，最有乐趣的事情之一，就是发掘相同的兴趣爱好，一旦察觉，如获至宝，感觉缘分又进一步，相处时也能找到更多的话题。

　　但爱情的美好与长久，其实跟兴趣是不是一致，没有绝对关系。爱好不同，有时反而更能吸引对方的好奇心，推动他了解自己未知的世界。当男人发觉女生擅长做自己陌生的事，他会觉得你充满新鲜和神秘感，兴趣，恰恰激起男人爱的冲动。

   TOP10  恋爱应该每天联系他

　　Wrong！给他个空间

　　喜欢一个人，心情总是燃烧着，一直惦记着怎么关心他，情绪有风吹草动，想第一时间告诉他。电话，短信，msn……每天都想和他有联系，有牵连。

　　不过，太频繁紧密的联系，可有害爱情哦！男人需要体贴和关心，但最好能给他恰当的空间，让他在恋爱同时，也能兼顾工作，朋友和家庭。太在乎他，他反而觉得喘不过气，男人会想逃，不如松下手，把连续频率降低些，他会开始紧张你，要急着联络你呢！

追梦

追梦 - 梦想 - 想都别想
哈哈 开心7月
有一个梦想即将实现
低我100 近在咫尺

最近嘛 就这样 我搬家了
目前和未来大导演睡在一起 嫉妒我吧！
 Hahahahahaha.....
                                                                               hAhahahahahA.....
                         haHahAhahAha......
电影学嘛 就很大
导演，监制，编剧，伙食，演员，指导，电视剧，到电影
一生就这样混啦

这家俺是满意啦 只是最近频频下雨 频频漏水啊 楼下gerlengkia又投诉
但这家倒是凉快多了，睡得安稳睡得香最重要啊！
朝下一个梦想 前进！ =)))

爱情从来不属于我

对于爱情
我与它八字不合
至于爱情
爱到最后 总是痛苦

我寻寻觅觅 观察过了爱情
分析出了种种形式
解析出了多项理论
但始终 自己无法胜任
我的爱轨 早已不对
进错轨道的爱情 根本不能到达终点

我忙 却淡忘不去
我哭 却无能为力
挣扎 崩溃
装的坚强 为了什么
为了下一次 更坚强的面对失去？

不管将来会怎么样 他是现在能带给你真正快乐的人
不管爱情能多伟大 也击不溃现实的残酷
我想我该好好的醉一场 再次醒来的那一刻起
真正的醒过来
我的爱前进不了 就将告一段落了
让我好好的醉一场哭一场

好想告诉你 我已喜欢你好久好久！<3

离开，因为爱

Do you know yourself well enough ?
I think Yes I am ..
I understand what I want and I know what I shouldn't being so care about

Love,
I leave because I love
for who I love I will give them the best of Love
for who I love I know that I will surely leave them eventually
this is Me, whom I understand the Most

the extremely thinking
Love I stay for it
Love I leave it
... ... ... ... ... ...
 and You will never know the reason I LEFT

June

It's June
Suppose to get something which is listed in my Wishlist ..
have no time to get it yet, give me few more time =)

June,
an energetic month
So far, I feel that I'm really having a real life
I enjoyed Busy,I enjoyed Sad,I enjoyed Work,I enjoyed Relax,I enjoyed Happy Moment as well

A ton of Tasks in the list waiting for me to complete it
I gonna fulfill it one by one
just feel a Complete life in my world

I was used to be a person who hates to be Comparing
but now I've changed my attitude
I want to challenge on who and whatever things that is much powerful* than me
since when I realize that I have to be more capable in order to get responsible on something that I appreciate ..
I will keep on moving forward without any retard anymore
Days gone , I will just catch it up day by day
Add Oil GaoGao

Magnum

我想做到万能
却反映出了我的无能
而此时此刻 我又病得像个无爪老虎
还是不能

你看穿了他人的偏执与种种
但他人却没看穿了你的用心
迁就一个人 好累
迁就一些不该迁就的人 更累
还外加要对抗自己的心理情绪
我崩溃

我好想离开
从新开始对自己负责
造就一个 放得了自尊 放得了情绪的人

我要突破 我必须突破
厌倦一层未变的自己
找寻让自己脱胎换骨的方法
去旅行

旅行
一个人或两个人
没有包袱 没有汽车 没有压力
感受从0 到拥有的成就感

朋友之重要
朋友是在某段路上陪伴着的人
朋友是让你领悟 这段路你该继续往前走 还是该转弯了
少了陪伴在路上的朋友 一切都将迷失
迷失在梦旅途上
少了指引人的引导 少了坚定的心灵
要学会坚强 管理心情 尤其是感情用事的自己
拿得起 却很难放下 的自己

我需要这样的朋友
在他面前 我可以放下面子
他可以看穿你的心情说话的人
一个我不会感到包袱 不会歧视你的梦想反而鼓励到底的朋友

Emo - emotion

How do you do recently?
I am fine, as usual, usual as what I really wish for ...

Am adjusting relation with family members
and realizes small-mouth-fight among family members is un-avoided
what we should do is forgive and forget quickly
so we're back to normal soon

Hi Friends,
Since I moved to PJ for my further study
been very long time didn't get any very-good-friends
even so when I back to JB I am appreciate that I still can have soul-talk with friends
and also have a lots of fun together
Love you all Friends ^.^

well, am tik-tock-ing for the time that I am ready to drive to PJ ... Again

Love,
How are you?
been so long never visit you again.
we had fight since 2 years ago isn't it?
haha, funny
well are you going to visit me this time??
am look forward actually, I've Missed You

P/s: 奋斗还不能停止 因为还要更努力才行

eh eh , time to set off, Stay Tuned ya !

我很臭屁

我不需要得到你的赞同
你也不必特意寻求我的认同
只管走着自己的路有一天
行动总会证明一切

不要哆嗦我的固执
因为我只有那么个执着的东西
你也不得不承认
有些事就是需要这份所谓坚持才能得到希望
我知道我很臭屁 但人生很短
我希望臭的有意义
这一生才知道到底在拼什么

对于我 你了解多少
了解我就支持我 不了解就别管我
你是恐龙炮，璀璨而响亮
我愿做冲天炮，一冲而上霸气却短暂
这一生 无憾

囧 。。。。。。囧

如果说 这半年的独立以来 我学了些什么
真的还不少 还需加把劲学以致用

这个社会不是你一个人在生活
要接受 更重要是 要容忍

社会复杂 是个险境
保持自我 但不要自以为是

环境可以是好是坏
改变心态可以改变心情

可以继续就继续
不可以继续 就转个弯
可以休息 但不要停止

锻炼自己 肉体或灵体
留有自己的一手 生存不是问题 也不会遭人欺负

了解自己想要的 舍弃那些不必要的
不要迷失了自我 多阅读 找回自我

Never Stop Learning
Never Stop Moving
Never Stop Loving

Never Stop Traveling
Either your Soul or your Body

Insomnia_失眠

I think that I am Sick
Seriously ill

this is the second day that I having a emotion unstable night
I need something I need someone to subside my emotion

I am being impatient to a lot of things recently
I just wish that I could done all the tasks in a day in a hour even a second !!
Even how hard I eat how hard I drink how hard I play, i just can't keep myself calm ...
Midnight is my nightmares for these days, haunting me every seconds

I am so afraid that I couldn't fulfill my dream my aims for this blow ..
I am putting a lot of pressure on myself that I know but I just can't control myself !!
I look normal from any appearance but my heart ...
it's like non-stop sea wave hitting on the cliff ...
... non-stop sea wave pushing on the beach.

I'm so sorry that I can't keep myself under control =((
I'm just feeling that I am losing myself gradually
I'm going to sleep right now
hope the sweet dreams come to knock my door tonight ...

对自己 诚实

学会对自己诚实 不必感到害羞沮丧
不行就说不行 可以就说可以
面对真实的自己 才能了解自己 让自己更加快乐

IM human being not the God
stop putting pressure on myself
don't let a thing that can not be done in a day destroy my will

Life is simple . Yes
Life is tough . Yes
Life is everything

p/s: 爱她 。。就要让她知道

April after the Fool

How amazing today Is ...
2nd of April ..
Fortunately, It wasn't arrived on April Fool or this is gonna be a ... JOKE ??!

How surprise this is !!
Was exhausted after settling government documents and finally home ..
switching on the Laptop and my Mom pass me the thing ...
IS .. A .. Parcel !!

Was wondering, I didn't purchase any item from internet for a long time alrd ..
how could this be huh ..?
when I saw the Name and the familiar address on the Parcel .. OMG!!
















thanks , Thank you , thank you SO so So much !!
thou It doesn't clear my tiredness ...
it does cheer up my holiday, weekend even a week =)

An Eiffel Towel poster
A Card with full of warmth
A wonderful Scent spread from the Doll Bear ... btw, what kind of animal it is huh? =/
Hmm, anyways, I called it "Fool" , imply a gift came after the April Fool =) hehe
Cool name right ?? hohoho

kinda absurd, how could you spend on it ? sigh*
however, the Best gift that i ever had
Appreciated sO mUch ♥

Stay Tuned
♥^^♥