P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C

All right
It's Pathetic
It was Down Down Down

Yes, I lost my passionate
Yes, I lost my objective
Yes, I am going down down down
Not down-to-town, It's down-to-Hell

People Regeneration
I am Degeneration
What happen to me---I have no idea

Why people can spend half an hour in GYM and jogging for 5KM
but, I couldn't
Why people can spend 3 months to become fit fitness
but, I couldn't

My theory test is Number 1 among the classmates
My practical test is Number 2 among the classmates
and My side knowledge is weak that is Number 5 among the classmates
I am still not capable, I know i am not good at which part...

My dream doesn't fall in the future anymore
It falls...now
No more future shall be talk ,it's all by NOW
I have to realize these...
Do NOT be like a kid anymore
If you want to succeed , you know what you have to do...

I hope that this time you really can understand and realize
please turn yourself over
control your Emotion
It always take you down
You are such a loser

Come On!!stand up and fight back
Find you confident back
Search you heart back
You already lost a lots, you can not afford to lose again

LEE GAO GAO
come back please

我就是这么堕落

我的人生
要说多无奈 就有多无奈
无奈着我不喜欢这样的生活 却还必须这样生活着

我愿意努力 希望有天能成功
却无奈着 努力不一定就能成功

我等待着 希望真命天女能够降临
却无奈着 或许一辈子也等不着

我学习着 希望能够知识赋予一身
却无奈着 知识永远也学不完 人家永远高你一尺

我相信着 只要我信念还在 我就能得到
可是无奈的是 还没等到那一天 我可能早已窒息而死

无奈的事还很多
真心不一定能换回真心
真修炼不一定能得正果

人的一生
是该享受 是该牺牲 还是该平淡
人生终不就是死
生命时而坚强 时而脆弱
虽说人们不能掌控命运 但却能够改变命运
这样的说法 是否过于矛盾
只能说 见仁见智

人生该为自己而活 还是为别人而活
少了他人 为自己而活是否过于平淡了人生
为他人牺牲 是否太对不起自己 天诛地灭

我说
世间没有对错 只有选择
忠于自己的选择 你是对的
疑于你自己的选择 你是错的

如硬要分个对错
那么人人都有错
错在
你作为人类
生为人类
死于人类

有人说 终不是终 始不是始
你口中的终结 是他眼里的开始；
他眼里的开始 是你心里的终结

盾中之盾 没完没了
无奈中的无奈
怎么说
也
说
不
完
。

R-E-C-H-A-R-G-I-N-G

Padini Mega Sales
the first day, so I went
(with Andy & Adrian)
This collar shirt cost RM 55 after 50% discount
&
A jacket cost RM100 after 20% discount
total expense= RM155+

囧

A flash came across my mind
and I was delighted
I am not really smarter than others
that's why I have to put more effort on everything
so it's reasonable to give up something not necessary

In my life,
Joy , Couple Love
does not really suit for me
Ones will only success when he focus point is concentrate

I have to give up those mentioned
take example from all the best one and follow
I have to go to as far as I want, as possible as I can

Erm...
Was motivated by a friend too
she can speak a fluently English
she migrated to western country and of cause she can speak English well
but this is not an excuse
she can motivate me & I shall take this chance to improve myself
I want to speak in English fluently with her
this is what I wish to

Kick The Weak and Gain The Strong
(By GaoGao)

R-E-C-H-A-R-G-I-N-G

Motivation Mode "ON"

Sigh*
How many times I've putting airplane to myself
Alarm calls,using all its strength to shout at me
However,
I am addicted in the way of touchphone to switch off the alarm clock

That's it
Slide To Switch Off
it's really dammit bloody awesome
It had been few days i couldn't get up from sleep >,<
I just wanted to go to jog TnT

Recently,
I am really "bathing" in laziness
Motivation System was really in Sleeping Mode
where's my determination?? where's my energy went for??

Couldn't carry on like this
Keep myself in Motivation Mode again
Keep myself in Fresh Mind

Don't Forget my Aim
Don't Forget my Plan
Don't Forget my Dream

#There's no Addiction,it's all excuses of Laziness

Buried - 5th day

why am I dressing Blue suit??
that's right
I was attending GrandMa's funeral ceremony
As a Grandson,I suppose to dress in Blue

my parent dress White suit as Son & daughter-in-law
and also Green suit as Grandson's Son
my Grandma has so many offspring

White -> Son
Blue -> Grandson
Green -> Grandson's Son

I didn't took any photo at the scene
because I think it was so not respect to the death one
I followed the pray on 4th day and the 5th day is bury ceremony
1st day is Tuesday

Look at my Grandma inside the coffin
how to describe it
it was like a people is really when Sleeping
the different is...She 'll never wake up again
So...i was thinking
we should be grateful when we able to waking up in d every morning

RIP
>92<

1st of June - Everythg Back To NORMAL

ReLax Je
As the title
Everything has just back to normal
Today,I am officially unemployed

>my heart beat is calm<

Everything was just like a dream of yesterday
Colleagues,Manager,Quotation
All are being disengage from my daily life at the same time

Thanks to Company & Thanks to everyone
This is an ending of a part but not for all
for the past few months I've experienced
it strengthen my will for where should I go
It as a test of how do I play a role in a group

However,it's a pity
my main career does not fall in this field
that's why this is all I can do and I have to leave
It's my pleasure to work as a team with you all
I enjoyed the moment we spent together
This is not an end
It's a beginning
Farewell My friends

囧

End of story
it's time for me to settle down something I have to
It's about Cleaning & Tidy up my belongings
and then,
I shall start to set up my following Schedule
I always remind this to myself
>Don't forget my Aim<
>Don't forget my Plan<
>Don't forget my Dream<
DETERMINATION
GO! GO! GO!

Gifted from JunRong
Thk you for your present
^o^

I gave some present to colleagues too
It is my way to show my gratitude
The people around give you something unseen* and sweet memories
we should show our grateful to them
thus,that is why I never regret of leaving someone

囧

Bad News from Kampung yesterday night
My GrandMa had just passed away
I ever heard of some story about her
She was a Strong woman
she did many jobs before
She contributes a lots to our family generations
end up we have life comfortable

Her spirit will pass through generations
I shall inherited too
REST IN PEACE
GrandMa