and I swear ...

Im feeling good this year
gonna make some changes of myself

很多人很努力，可是却败在了“毅力”，这是我需要的，我要努力得到
很多人很自信，可是却败在了“勇气”，这是我需要的，我要尽力得到
很多人很活力，可是却败在了“梦想”，这是我想要的，我要全力得到

不要害怕把目标放的高，只怕你没目标
学会接受自己，人家才会接受你
响当当的做自己

玉不琢，不成器

二月的誓言
注定我未来的钥匙

向龙年发誓
向断掌发誓
对自己发誓

玉不琢，不成器
赌上了
就因
爱上了

响当当

还不够，还不好，还不满足
这是我对自己的评语

我要征服那本上千页的课本
在多么恶劣的环境下 伴随着我的梦想 我还是能笔直向前
多少的努力 多大的梦想 多远的距离
统统尽在不言中

还有很多等着实现的目标
我的努力还不够
我的能力还不好
我的里程碑还不满足

连海贼王路飞
都要再锻炼了两年才进入新世界
小小的挫败 怎能绊倒我

囧

多一星期 即将旧地重游
你我结束的前奏
让我感受多一次 让我怀念多一次
让我
坦荡荡的向前走
响当当的做自己

My Test Failed

I was always pursuing Perfection
but I am being afraid of challenging Perfect
Do you know what I mean?

I wanted to be perfect
but I afraid of taking challenge on the Perfect One

2012, Realized I could be further ahead from some others
but I am absolutely further lose behind from many more others

I was always giving myself the Tests
but I did not really score
even I passed it or not I was doubting
Honestly, I did not really achieve something
even though I was given a Test or a Target for myself
but I really really did not exactly Made It

How Pathetic I am
that is why a loser I am now
Gonna working out a solution for my current situation

Let Soul Searching finds back my soul

The art of getting by ..

Watched a movie few hours ago
it inspired me
i found an echo from the lead actor's personality
and also what he was went through

just my parents does not divorce and i don't have a stepfather
i am not an art Painter and i am not good at drawing
that is the difference

"The Art of Getting By"
the movie is ..
George is getting his diploma
he is starting to go downhill when he finds that people die eventually
so what is the point of living so hard
he is starting to disappoint everyone
until he met a girl(the girl is sweet)
they became good friend after couple weeks hanging out

of course the boy fell in love on the girl
but he never spoke out and confess
the girl also said that they re just friend, good friend
until one day the girl hints (directly)
" you re thinking too much,George"

you know what? how sad ,maybe the girl is falling in love with him too
but the girl deny it
after a week or 2 weeks the boy disable any contact from the girl
and finally the boy found his courage and confess his feeling to the girl
but how dramatic ,everything is too late
the girl had someone in her place, she has boyfriend

George 's school credit is going downhill since the day he lost his faith
at the moment, he has 3 weeks to get his cert by graduate successfully
and he decided to give it a try
of course he did it eventually
how dramatic again but it motivating and encouraging
the Principal said to George "Anything is Possible"
i was so moved by the words

Lastly, the girl had met the boy before she going abroad to have vacation with his bf
they had talked and the boy confess again and telling what he really felt
.. the day the graduation ceremony
the girl didn't flew
she finally come to the boy
...
how complex i described
but it is really a great film to me
it taught me to speak Love with courage
it taught me to have faith on the world
it taught me "Anything is Possible"

你不知道的事，我不能说的事

Welcome to 2012
a.k.a
The year of end of Earth
everything has Good & Bad
the sign of *2012 End*
GooD
It is motivating, for us to fight and do whatever we want before the End
BaD
Time is too short for everyone on the Earth, Isn't it?

whatever it is, learn to filter the BesT EssencE in the Sign
that is how Chicken Essence produced =D
囧

the first Difficulty in 2012
that is what should I do

I have a Goal but It is so so hard to achieve
If you feel that the Goal is out of your capability far further
will you give up & turn away
or
you will try 150% effort on it and give it a try
? .... ? .... ?

I know that you will surely answer "of course the latter"
but It is really really tough and hard to make it
feeling down feeling upset feeling give up

2012
It is time to make a change
1) Build up body & muscle
2) Languages
3) Automotive
4) Be smart & more Capable
5) Accept Myself_I am Who I am

Hope my wishes come true
^^
Happy New Year