Insomnia_失眠

I think that I am Sick
Seriously ill

this is the second day that I having a emotion unstable night
I need something I need someone to subside my emotion

I am being impatient to a lot of things recently
I just wish that I could done all the tasks in a day in a hour even a second !!
Even how hard I eat how hard I drink how hard I play, i just can't keep myself calm ...
Midnight is my nightmares for these days, haunting me every seconds

I am so afraid that I couldn't fulfill my dream my aims for this blow ..
I am putting a lot of pressure on myself that I know but I just can't control myself !!
I look normal from any appearance but my heart ...
it's like non-stop sea wave hitting on the cliff ...
... non-stop sea wave pushing on the beach.

I'm so sorry that I can't keep myself under control =((
I'm just feeling that I am losing myself gradually
I'm going to sleep right now
hope the sweet dreams come to knock my door tonight ...

对自己 诚实

学会对自己诚实 不必感到害羞沮丧
不行就说不行 可以就说可以
面对真实的自己 才能了解自己 让自己更加快乐

IM human being not the God
stop putting pressure on myself
don't let a thing that can not be done in a day destroy my will

Life is simple . Yes
Life is tough . Yes
Life is everything

p/s: 爱她 。。就要让她知道

April after the Fool

How amazing today Is ...
2nd of April ..
Fortunately, It wasn't arrived on April Fool or this is gonna be a ... JOKE ??!

How surprise this is !!
Was exhausted after settling government documents and finally home ..
switching on the Laptop and my Mom pass me the thing ...
IS .. A .. Parcel !!

Was wondering, I didn't purchase any item from internet for a long time alrd ..
how could this be huh ..?
when I saw the Name and the familiar address on the Parcel .. OMG!!
















thanks , Thank you , thank you SO so So much !!
thou It doesn't clear my tiredness ...
it does cheer up my holiday, weekend even a week =)

An Eiffel Towel poster
A Card with full of warmth
A wonderful Scent spread from the Doll Bear ... btw, what kind of animal it is huh? =/
Hmm, anyways, I called it "Fool" , imply a gift came after the April Fool =) hehe
Cool name right ?? hohoho

kinda absurd, how could you spend on it ? sigh*
however, the Best gift that i ever had
Appreciated sO mUch ♥

Stay Tuned
♥^^♥