Kuching_Sarawak

Kuching_Sarawak
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28 August 2010

是我想太多


I am really doubt that how valuable a friendship is...?
I am really so disappointed + despair...
everyone in the world always claim that “you are my friend forever"
"our friendship will
never end" "you always have my bless"

really SUCKS
does a friendship really depends on how long it can last...?
or how good you can keep it
lasting...?

definitely not...
it focuses on could you give your helping hands when he/she's most needed
+ stay by
his side when he/she is feeling lost and helpless


I am so willingly to received your message when you need help
and i will try to give the
best helping for you...
but now...i can't do it even though i wish to...
arrrrr......

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my dad is helping me to settle my stuff---gangster issue
though i had reported on newspaper + reported police
+ got help from gangster uncle with buddy

but still worrying what's the next action they(gangster) will do...
as they had found where my house located

i understand that how terrible my dad had scold me and he is do it for my own good...
and i will be more behave myself and be wisely when stay in the society in the future
this is a great experience for me...

In this case where I learned that we can not expect who would volunteer to help you
Instead, everything we have to be very strong capacity to settle/solve it by our own
(on your own capacity
/ on your own relationship with the great man)

I want to grow stronger and more independent!

I'm not doesnt care your concern...i really feel grateful
but words cant solve question...it's not examination paper

emo just like a good friend who comes visit you often + regularly
hope everything can end smoothly

"ever if the world around you is selfish
stay true to who you are,
dont let the world define you
let it be you that define your life"

your advise for me always straight to the point where really can comfort me
thks a lots^^ bon voyage~


20 August 2010

不平衡==lll

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小白” 被欺负了!!

这几天又发生了很多事 本以为已经平静
没想到 他们又来了
想必大家都知道是什么事了吧

最近的我 心里很不平衡==lll
不是因为这些流氓的事
是我总觉得 当我发生事情的时候
没人来给于我适当的帮助
朋友会问我 ”需要什么帮忙“ ”你还好吗?“
我当然会回答 ”不用“ “没事了 别担心”
但心里却挣扎着 ”为什么没人帮我关心我“
(感谢那些关心我的人 慰问我的人 还有来电给我的人)

我变得很矛盾 想要别人帮忙 却又口口声声说不用
但我知道你们也帮不上什么 所以...我不平衡==lll

我天生很敏感
这是我的优点 也是我的缺点
它让我了解了很多事 也让我失去了很多
所以...我不平衡==lll

我常常不爽那些不在乎别人所付出的情感的人
但我突然发现 我好像也是这样的人
对不起 对于那些被我冷落的人
对不起 对于那位想帮我却被我责怪了的人
你的好意我心领 我真的需要帮助
只是...我担心一波未平一波又起
不是故意凶你 只是...(很难说)...
我希望能帮我的人没帮我
我没想到会帮我的人却帮着我
所以...我不平衡==lll

就像你恨她 却又很爱她 这样
所以...我超不平衡==lll

我希望自己能够解决
但 又希望朋友帮忙
所以..我超超超不平衡==lll

其实很多人关心我 帮我 慰问我啦~
谢谢你们^^