My Test Failed

I was always pursuing Perfection
but I am being afraid of challenging Perfect
Do you know what I mean?

I wanted to be perfect
but I afraid of taking challenge on the Perfect One

2012, Realized I could be further ahead from some others
but I am absolutely further lose behind from many more others

I was always giving myself the Tests
but I did not really score
even I passed it or not I was doubting
Honestly, I did not really achieve something
even though I was given a Test or a Target for myself
but I really really did not exactly Made It

How Pathetic I am
that is why a loser I am now
Gonna working out a solution for my current situation

Let Soul Searching finds back my soul