What can i be ...

Today 30122011
0035
indicated that
47 hours more to the year 2012

Time Flies
will my Dream Flies along too?
so much thing have to be done
so much dream have to pursue
so much life have to enjoy
and
so long distance to reach ...

I don't know what I can be in the future
&
I don't know what I can achieve now
but
I know I must working hard
to make a brand new ending for my life

.: 3 principle :.
Self demand should be ascended always (1) 时时要求超越现状
Satisfy with what I having now & Enjoy (2) 知足常乐
Determination & Willpower (3) 拥有超强的意志力&毅力

知足

我
很开心
ME
Am extremely Happy

我真的
做梦也会笑
走在路上
也会自己微笑起来
我想
我疯了

最近事事得意
没有烦恼
事业一帆风顺
学业步步高升
生活轻盈自如
爱情清风满面
[抱歉 I'm still single]
羽球 我想打double

我知足
所以
我快乐

可是
很颓废
囧

就在今夜

今晚
一直沉浸在音乐当中
很感性 也很性感

短短几行字 无法形容这些日子的经历
有快乐有哀伤 有思念有满足
就让这些歌曲 带走我的悲伤 纪念我的快乐

想象力的伟大就在于
你可以把自己想象的很强大 也可以把自己想象成一文不值
只在于你在什么情况以什么心情 去想
至于你最后做不做得到
不是自己决定 也不是让别人来说的
而是 让有心人 用心来说

囧。。。。。。囧

我不知道这样还要多久
可是我希望它可以很久

这样的每一天
我很满足
Cause I Believe

鸡凸

这几天
很不爽我的室友
死鸡凸

虽然他有帮我打包晚餐
有时用摩哆载我出去
可是他还是很鸡凸

我最不喜欢别人busybody
可他偏偏看到我做什么 就一定要问
如果回答他 他又意见多多
拜托 我没有问你意见好吗
所以啊 这几天我都装死听不到
我知道我很坏
可是 他很烦
每次关门又特别大声
不顾别个同屋檐下的屋友
真的有够烦
我揣测 他一定是一个缺乏爱的人
囧

闹钟又响特别久
不止一个 是两三个
还有打鼾mode的
关了五分钟又响
就这样30分钟过去了
是不是很鸡凸

不过他也有苦衷啦
在7-11全职打工 时间不定 早夜都有
不用紧啦 还算习惯啦
不过有害到我现在听到闹钟响还不甘愿起来
真的是鸡凸一个

还有啊 他说话的attitude不合我的味
所以不是很想跟他说话
唉
与人同房就是这样的啦

听说他二月要搬
还问我要不要
我才不要咯
要跟3个人挤叻
越多人越多烦

囧。。。。。。囧

我还是在默默的倒茶
虽然上星期有跟工作的人不愉快
可是 开心的事弥补过来啦
期待下一个开心的事哟
^^

爱一个人不是因为她是谁，而是因为在她面前你可以是谁，这就是真爱

你有过这样的感觉吗
有一个人 不是天上仙女 也不是古代四大美人
可是 只要你看见她 她的身影就能锁住你的视线
她身上就是散发着一种吸引力
她辛勤工作的专注力 深深地抓住了你的注意
她绝不是你喜欢的女生类型 也不是性感侨宝贝
可是就是深深地被她独特的亲近感所吸引住了
很想很想认识她 了解她 明白她
即使才只是见过她几次面而已
为什么会有这种奇妙的感觉呢？
是前世姻缘还是守护天使降临呢

你又曾有过这样的感觉吗
有一个人 她也不是世界名模 更不是环球小姐
可是 她那种非凡的亲近力就是无法抗拒
只要和她在一起 多么的无厘头 多么的低潮
都会因为她 而有了笑容
在她面前你就是你 你无法在她眼中成为另一个你
她纯真的个性很有安全感
让你知道就算世界末日将临 也还会有她的笑容陪伴
这种感觉就是那么奇妙

可是最后你都没跟谁在一起
为什么呢
我不知道
也没有人会知道
那个陪伴你走到生命终点的人会是谁

PostScript
就算还有再多的不甘心
可是努力过了 最后还是要接受事实
下次 下一次
我会把幸福牢牢握住的

喜喜

英俊的新郎
漂亮的新娘
一个华丽的宴会
就在今夜 他们即将成为夫妇

经理的督促
管工的训导
厨房的忙碌
服务生的付出

默默地为您倒茶
勤奋地为您换碗碟
即使你对我说地球是方的
我也要笑着回答：是啊是啊
这就是我分内该做的事
客人 你永远是对的

《爱你一万年》
是深情的
《Forever Love》
是永恒的
《豆浆油条》
是甜蜜的

宴会是快乐的
主家是快乐的
客人是快乐的
员工是快乐的
我的鞋 坏了


21st
oNly tHe begiNNiNg

p.s: 看着浪费掉的食物一篓筐，可不可以不要宴会？

西北厉害的人

以后
我想成为一个很厉害的人
希望这个世界因为有了我 会有一点点的不一样

Was back from a Job interview
working in a banquet
as a Waiter
wait for the call for coming New Event
^-^v

there are something we don't have to show off
because we do not need to
I am not weak or either non-muscular
I am only small in body size
with smaller muscle

I had training also for one month before
not very serious
but my chest muscle is harden than ever
and starting tomorrow
I will jogging regularly
I love my new sport shoes
it's great

我想成为一个很厉害的人
能够有天站在你的眼前给你幸福的微笑
以最灿烂的心迎接你的真心

A..T..M..
I can't say that
before I become a great man
I just want to give you the best
because you re really deserve to the best
we shall see

我误会爱情

爱情到底是什么
又在什么时候发生
？
两个人在刚认识的情况下对彼此有好感而走在一起
还是作了好朋友之后才慢慢走在一起
两者有什么不同 怎么样才是正常
？
爱情降临了就是无法抵挡
可是你怎么判断你喜欢上她了
而不是只是很要好很要好的朋友
？
我曾经认为爱情可以是全部
可是我错了
它只是生命中重要的一部分

我已经忘记追一个人是什么感觉
我更不记得谈恋爱是什么滋味了

我说
两个人要在一起之前该先试用期
给个时间了解对方的生活空间与方式
免得到最后分手收场
至少可以减低比率

知道吗？
最吃亏的还是女生
而我觉得太多的女生不明智了
而这也不能说得太明不然男生就没能骗女生了
男生永远不会吃亏
所以他喜欢你就说喜欢你
不需要考虑太多的后果
是的，他是喜欢你
可是喜欢不是一切
到最后性格不合什么的
一切都将归于零

虽然说女生有很脆弱的心
可是却免不了被伤害

我是不是很
IMBA

爱情，伤害
是人生成长的一部分

囧。。。。。。囧

为何为了一个不爱自己的人搞成这样？
原来我就是那个笨蛋

L.A Life

Advantages of being Alone

No matter how annoying life is ..

it's always personal

by Living Alone

we're live in individual life style without others interrupt

problem has to be solved personally

this help develop ability of self solving and independent

a Life Individual

this create more chances to make decision oneself

promote self confidence one's life

a Busy Life

daily task awaiting to be completed

all about today's task, today's done

making life full of enrichment and meaningful

> Lone <

temporary currently do not need to worry about money

it will be very busy when the day we start to earn officially

04/11

JB

wait for me

囧。。。。。囧

距离

感情中有分两种

一种是两体之间所在的距离

另一种是彼此间空间的距离

第一

两人所在之间的距离

能增加对彼此间的思念

每当有机会相见都会是非常激动感人的

克服了距离的情侣才是难能可贵

第二

而彼此间空间的距离

就是虽然彼此相近

可是总得给于彼此间喘气的空间

而这适当的距离会让彼此更加顺畅的联络感情

并而增加彼此的互信度

爱情里

不要害怕距离

只怕你不懂得保持距离

高高言论

之

《距离》

我。问。过。爱。情

对于爱情 我不是很了解

就因不了解 也不愿去触碰

下雨天的风 微微吹过

冷的是身 冻的是心

渐行渐远的距离

连地球是圆的也不看在眼里

彼此的心向宇宙征服去

祈求彼此从新认识一次

才了解到荒谬二字的含义

人生只是短短的几十天

遇过你的昨天

失去你的今天

没有你的明天

别做梦叫大白天

思念你叫下雨天

享受自我

“请不要把你的认定

当作是一种肯定”

这是对他人一种不礼貌的行为

当你看见我一人走在路上

别认为我孤独寂寞

我正享受漫步在地球的这几分钟

这段时间我的脑细胞将是最通畅的

当你看见我皱着眉头想答案时

我不是在祈求帮助

而是在靠自己的能力做下去

这时候我的精神容易分心请给我多点时间

当你感觉我沉默不语的时候

我不是没有意见也不是心情不好

我只是喜欢实践而行

也不想阻止你的想法而已

当我傻傻的问了你傻傻的问题

不要认为我无知

我只是希望能从你的口中得到不同的解答

并加以分析而以

我就是那么的不同那么的异类

不过你不得不承认就是与平凡人不同才能创造不平凡的奇迹

我就是我

不要任意否定我

更不要任意为我定型

我会用行动让你刮目相看

囧

First Day Trip

~WOW~

First time leaving from Home for study and staying so far away A-lone

Well_Well

Everything has settle down

and decide to go to College

because I have no transport to go to College

so I have to estimate the time taken for the distance by Walking

Roommate was sleeping

He didn't even say Hi to me yet =="

BMW_Rolls Royce Motor Car K.L

On the way walking to Despark

(Right_Side_5 mins later)

Dutch Lady Milk

(Left_side_5 mins later)

Honda Service Centre sdn bhd

same street with my college

[Almost there_5 mins later]

Finally I reached

[another 5 mins]

total 20 mins

囧囧

WTF ?!

so long distance meh?!

well_well

Lets look for shortcuts, everything must has shortcuts de mah

eh~eh

met a indian security guard

chat .. a .. while

He told a lots ppl came out from this path

so he lead me .. .. LOOK !!

Left side view_

Right side view

WTF?!

no road no path

only longkang ==

tired & sweating

well_well_well

I decided to go to SSTWO mall

air-cond service_hehe

Just located behind my hostel area

A new shopping centre

still fresh

Suitable for Job Hunting

_HEHE_

Back to room

My roommate was still sleeping

He has to work night shift in 7-11

That's why he sleep for so long

well_well

going to have dinner at mamak soon

The only mamak around this area

This mamak almost Full of seats

A.L.W.A.Y.S

Roommate is a Friendly person ^^

心思放了，能力限了

静思中。。

为什么就是无法超越别人呢。。虽说少少超越了自己

可是还是无法跟人家势均

心思放了，可能力限了

知道不用想这么多。。可是不想又不行

每天几乎都在周转着，千遍一律，毫无乐趣

或许该在这边改改，那边也改一改

能力。。到底在哪里

过于懦弱，到不了岸边；可过于强硬，又踏错阶梯

深思沉思冥思。。

是不是上天过于偏心，还是自己不够争气

我的未来会在哪里

放心放心，还不到终点，永远分不出胜负

电视剧里的情节，卡通动漫里的奇妙，只能限于电视机里

在现实搏斗，才是最实际的想法

不用怕；不用惊；也不用慌

Life 's not a problem to be solved, It 's a reality to be experience.

你永远是我最看得起的追梦人

Failure is an excuse to give us opportunity to start it over ^^

! Hahax !

throw away "sorrow"

swept away "depressed"

kick away "despair"

smash away "trouble"

ignore "unhappy"

These element is needed in life to act as additive

to make us stronger

to make us cherish

to make a balance

and

to make a sense of existence

.: life :.

sometimes rise sometimes drop

don't bear it in mind

"我们永远还有明天"

.. so ..

let bygone be bygone

囧 。。。。。。。。。。囧

.: 小心眼 :.

.: 心智不成熟 :.

.: 常常在关键的时刻缺乏勇气 :.

.: 自信缺乏，别人说多几句就会开始怀疑自己 :.

.: 自己认同的东西得到批评 就会拼死维护，但实际并不是自己受批评 :.

! 哈哈 !

我的缺点堆积的就像一座山

一步一步来

我一定做不到的

(听说这样说会得到反效果哦)

%(O.O)%

Don't Tell me the sky's limit, when there're foot prints on the moon.

12:49am 19-sept-2011 Monday 凌晨

这几天都失眠的我 想了很多

在这两年多里 说长不长 说短不短

它足以让很多事都成为了过去

但却无法让我成就一些事情

看看这两年多我都做了些什么啊

很多的愿望很多的目标都没能实现

不禁的想感叹说 “人的能力真的有限”

原来我都没成功做些什么

或许就像他说的 我太急于成就些什么 而物多必反吧

我的人其实满封闭的

什么事情都藏在心里想自己解决

却越积越多 什么事也不专心也做不好了

我常常把事情都挂在心头 于是做其他事就容易分心

我明明知道自己的缺点 却怎么也改不掉

哎~~~

我确实认为我自己患有严重的健忘症

很多东西都很快就会不小心忘掉

可能 或许是因为我把太多重要的东西挂在心头了

而导致记忆库诸塞了 好希望自己能放弃那些不应该被记住的资料

可是系统几乎不受控制啊

这样的形容自己 或许让在阅读的你看不明白

但是这就是我部分的内心世界 请你尽力

我一直都希望我自己能够专心研究自己想做的东西

可是一直挂在心头上要我做的事 一天没完成 我就无法专注

我真的这辈子就败在这一笔了吧

而如果我真偏离了社交 或许我的善忘会让我忘了谁是我的朋友

我明白 知己难寻 但我也不能一直困在这里

或许我该逃离了 独自一人去结交新的世界

朋友 如果我忘了你请别怪我 我身不由己 无能为力啊

又给自己制造了一个机会 这次的机会能不能成功就靠我自己了

我一直欠缺的 就是勇气 做什么事都少了人家的一份勇气

希望我能找到那份永远属于我的勇气

1.12am 19-sept-2011 Monday 凌晨

止笔

我吃醋了

我吃醋了。。

对！吃醋了。。。

我家的小白竟然比我还出名！哼~！

一说小白，几乎谁都认识它

还不是多亏我每次带它出门，不然它怎么可能那么红啊！

在洗车中。。

“ 你红了咯，谁都认识你了，活了那么个15年终于在我手中捧红了，开心吗？你要怎么报答我啊！”

“ 当然开心，可也是我自己有实力才有今天的成就啊，你看看有哪辆车活了那么久还能那么红的呀！我为你家里人大大小小服务了那么多年，我也是实至名归啊~ ”

“ 哼！臭屁厚你！有种自己冲凉啦！不要每次要我帮你洗！”

“ 哼！不洗就不洗咯~以后你最好不要驾我去载美眉~ 还有你一些只有我知道的故事。。hehehehe~（奸笑中）”

“ 哇！你。。。怕了你，你最好给我安分点~ ”

“ 把我洗美美，你也风光嘛~ 互相照应嘛~ ”

“ 是啦是啦~你都对啦。。。”

P/s：小白它。。是男生哦！

囧。。。。。。囧

How's life??

I am fine, everything's going well

follow my target, and pursue for it ..

although I am not sure the right path ..

but I know that I will succeed one day in the future ..

So you too ^^

Great !!

be positive mind thinking

delighting you and me always XD

L.O.V.E

It is too complex to me .. and it is too tiring to me ..

I don't feel like to touch it again YET

at least I am happy now

putting my focus on my study and career ..

I can feel the sense of secure on it

the sense of achievement on the way of every part of it as well ..

P/s: The youth of a girl can't be stay long, so PLEASE cherish her and treasure the moment you spending with her, she can be beautiful all the time ^^

仁兄

与4位仁兄喝了晚茶

听到仁兄们感触良多

作为仁兄的仁兄的我就借了双耳朵 。。聆听

很多的话想说

很多的意见想给

很多的启示想分享

可是对于事物的看法 我自己知道

我的角度和方法都跟人家不同

看破这点的我 prefer保持适当的沉默

况且这世上人人都有话可说 又有谁愿意借助一双耳朵为你聆听呢

我不能否定你 你也不能否定我

毕竟 各个成功人士 都不一定是同一种人 =)

***P/s: 我看得出 或许你认为我会不悦你 可是让你失望了 我并没有 我看破了很多事 从两年前开始我就默默发了誓 我会锻炼好我的脾气 现在 我可以很光荣的说 “我做到了”

意见很多；角度很广

真正看对我的人很多 可是真正了解我的人很少

我保有我拥有的权限 拥护我的原则

成功的人士都有一项共同点

就是“原则”

所以 我尊重大家的原则

也欣赏有原则的人

我不会特意去影响你 但我会以不一样的方式试着影响你们

我会想 但我不会说

因为 我说了 你又不一定懂 你懂了 不一定就会做 岁月就是这样一直拖拖拖~

我已领会了一个大道理

“There are two rules for success: 1)Never tell everything you know .. ..”

Go Go hwaiting !!

P/s: @Xjun Chua , Don't emo CHUA XIAN JUN !!

小儿子

在妈妈决定把工厂关了以前

我蹦了出来

在家排行我最小

但现在快21也不小了

是大人了

大家都说小儿子是最疼

什么东西都比较容易到手的

的确！是有那么一点点感觉

可是在我精明爸妈的文化道德的影响下

我没有成为叛逆任性的败子

从小什么东西大多都是一子传一子的

衣服啊~书本啊~玩具啊~等等东西

慢慢长大后 因为爸爸节俭的美德的影响

我也不要求事事跟上最先进最好的电子产品

而之后自己慢慢出来打工赚钱才买了自己想要的奢侈品

这些都是21岁以前的小儿子

而21岁之后的小儿子呢？

当小儿子渐渐长大成人

背负的东西也越来越多

当然！每一个人长大了都一样

可是 这世上不是只有好料才会沉淀的

之后所留下来的责任正重重的压在小儿子的肩膀上

当小儿子有了点能力 就要开始计划未来了

而且还是要把很多的事情都放在考虑以内

当大哥哥大姐姐们都组织了家庭有了事业

家里就只剩我们为爸妈想想未来的养老家了

在众多的原因的考虑下 小儿子往往会决定以后与爸妈同住

爸妈都会衰老 总需要有人每天在家看顾啊

家有一老如有一宝 更何况我有两老！呵呵呵呵~

虽说爸妈都会唠唠叨叨

可是小儿子长大了 知道什么该听什么不该听

小儿子做得到的 就像他当初下定决心为自己的事业奋斗一样

对我来说 小儿子从小就在大哥哥大姐姐的身上学了很多东西

就像夜晚路旁的路灯引领我们前方的道路

而迟迟落在后方的人 都背负了大家的期望

在后方捡到的便宜最多受益的也多

相对的责任也随之俱多了

小儿子 以变为 大人

成为了人人的大哥哥

也慢慢成为了人爸

紧记着当初设下的目标

还在快乐的追随着它 =)

人生很短，路途很长

人生短短几十年，你在你的人生旅途上做了些什么呢？

今年就快21了，为未来的路拟了一份蓝图

在未来里，若经济允许，将有望升学到Bachelor degree

而预计25岁正式踏进社会大学

25岁算不算太迟了呢？我没资格去计较这一些

突然很后悔，为什么当初不努力奋斗下去呢

总有很多很多的饭后时间，呆在家的时间，都不懂得奋力去珍惜

不过我也没有时间去后悔这些了

人总是要学习看开，

或许就因为之前的事迹才成就了现在的我

所以我开始计划将来

把握现在，珍惜每一天

至于之后的路，我计划好了怎么走

可是未来的路会怎么样谁知道呢？

至少现在的我，是有目标的 ^^

感情的事呢，就撇开不听，不说，不想

我不求刻骨铭心轰轰烈烈的爱情

只希望有断稳定，快乐，长久的关系

有些人或许在短短的时间就取得了一生的成功

而我呢，就用这短短的数十年来完成我的成功吧！

少说不如多做

我来抓蜘蛛了。。
看起来收获不少耶。。。

嗯。。太过于健忘呢 真的会成为我的死穴啊。。
做事不够专心也将成为我的败笔。。

时间真的真的是24小时不够用啊！
我有很多很多的事情还要去做啊~！

要21岁了，是时候进入我的主行业了
别忘了我的目标我的梦想还有我要的成功

时间所剩无几了，不可再有太多的怠慢了
把握每一天，一天一天的去进步吧~！

相信我，为了你 我会变得坚强
相信我，为了你 我会努力生活

相信我，为了你 我会比明天好

P.H.O.B.I.A

I have WATER PHOBIA, few people know that
I try to overcome it, one day later, i might .. .. .. successfully .. .. overcame ..

I afraid that i couldn't work out with something yet when i am age on 30
>>>SUCCESS PHOBIA<<<

I afraid that i couldn't give my lover the best among the best in the coming future
>>>LOVE PHOBIA<<<

I afraid that i couldn't have the ability to inherit my home 's property
>>>ABILITY PHOBIA<<<

I afraid that i couldn't fulfill every of my dreams
>>>DETERMINATION PHOBIA<<<

I afraid that i couldn't find a talent on myself
>>>PASSIONATE PHOBIA<<<

I am a physically stress-less person,
but i am mentally very stress person,
I always developed pressure on myself invisibly

Haiz~


My brain is getting .. .. .. slower and slower
My pressure is getting .. .. .. heavier and heavier
Visitor is getting .. .. .. lesser and lesser
My fishes down there are getting .. .. .. hunger and hunger
and thus, they getting .. .. .. slimmer and slimmer
Could you help me to feed them till they getting .. .. .. fattier and fattier?

I appreciated.

囧

她的确是个好女孩
很遗憾的 我错过了她
这样也好 她属于更好的
遗憾 总是 最美的

我看“轻”我自己

自我战 。。已经结束
当你们还在烦恼情感问题
我可是已经拿了大学文凭资格

对周遭人 。。像钓鱼
对家里人 。。像cooling pad
对好朋友 。。像细水
对心爱人 。。像氧气
对事业 。。像爵士鼓
对未来 。。像日出

如果脾气不好？我给你多点迪士(tips)
生气是因为自己不够耐性
怒骂是因为自己想把气泄在对方身上
怒气就像身上的热气，把它藏着只会热气上升，把心放开它将随风而散去
而如果你能运用到 动怒不动气 你就是硕士级的了

我不再看不起我自己 我开始对自己有自信
输了就再学习 气馁只会让自己更泄气

与对方沟通 要直视对方 不能心神不定
这是礼貌 是尊敬
这是一种 安全感

用两年 我输了一辈子
那么有几年我才能赢回那一辈子
我想不久 就在明天了 或许再快一些 今晚？
下个小时？下一分钟下一秒？
啊！太快了太快了！ 能不能慢一些啊？

我还有assignment还没做 ；motor执照还没报名
羽球还没练好 ；马六甲还没去 ；漂亮小姐还没认识
啊~~~~~

努力不一定就能到达终点
可是 。。我就拥有了永远奔跑的权利 ^^
我的未来 就在明天 你呢？

看轻自己 就能飞翔

quiet - - - ly

what happened in Penang for these 4 days .. .. .. nothing

My heart beat is peace .. .. .. I learned how to mIss you quietly

was smiled when look at it .. .. .. is depressed when look at it

something had changed .. .. .. something never change

QUEIT-LY M I s s

Lighting candle in the dark

Life goes on
whether
it is raining or sunny

It is true
I am weak
But I can be strong
how could I give up the chance?

Yesterday I failed, Today I might succeed
Today I failed, Tomorrow I might succeed
how could I give it up halfway?

Perhaps, I am not the man I wish to be...
But I believe that I will be... ...

I am not God
So I couldn't wish that I am a Perfect man
share your sorrow ; show your skill
open your mind, let people around get into you
Don't let Hatred ruin your future

Yesterday I did not make it ; Today I try harder
Today I fail to make it ,I take a rest and start it Tomorrow

Day By Day
Time By Time
Don't let sorrow fill up my day
Don't let depression fill up my time

A thousand miles start from the first step
I must keep myself up
Don't let my effort turn into ash

I Am
LEE GAO GAO
a person well known to you


囧

苛刻的要求
在无型中带给了自己压力
促使自己一蹶不振

这一次
我要还这张脸。。一堆笑容
还这颗心。。一堆快乐

P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C

All right
It's Pathetic
It was Down Down Down

Yes, I lost my passionate
Yes, I lost my objective
Yes, I am going down down down
Not down-to-town, It's down-to-Hell

People Regeneration
I am Degeneration
What happen to me---I have no idea

Why people can spend half an hour in GYM and jogging for 5KM
but, I couldn't
Why people can spend 3 months to become fit fitness
but, I couldn't

My theory test is Number 1 among the classmates
My practical test is Number 2 among the classmates
and My side knowledge is weak that is Number 5 among the classmates
I am still not capable, I know i am not good at which part...

My dream doesn't fall in the future anymore
It falls...now
No more future shall be talk ,it's all by NOW
I have to realize these...
Do NOT be like a kid anymore
If you want to succeed , you know what you have to do...

I hope that this time you really can understand and realize
please turn yourself over
control your Emotion
It always take you down
You are such a loser

Come On!!stand up and fight back
Find you confident back
Search you heart back
You already lost a lots, you can not afford to lose again

LEE GAO GAO
come back please

我就是这么堕落

我的人生
要说多无奈 就有多无奈
无奈着我不喜欢这样的生活 却还必须这样生活着

我愿意努力 希望有天能成功
却无奈着 努力不一定就能成功

我等待着 希望真命天女能够降临
却无奈着 或许一辈子也等不着

我学习着 希望能够知识赋予一身
却无奈着 知识永远也学不完 人家永远高你一尺

我相信着 只要我信念还在 我就能得到
可是无奈的是 还没等到那一天 我可能早已窒息而死

无奈的事还很多
真心不一定能换回真心
真修炼不一定能得正果

人的一生
是该享受 是该牺牲 还是该平淡
人生终不就是死
生命时而坚强 时而脆弱
虽说人们不能掌控命运 但却能够改变命运
这样的说法 是否过于矛盾
只能说 见仁见智

人生该为自己而活 还是为别人而活
少了他人 为自己而活是否过于平淡了人生
为他人牺牲 是否太对不起自己 天诛地灭

我说
世间没有对错 只有选择
忠于自己的选择 你是对的
疑于你自己的选择 你是错的

如硬要分个对错
那么人人都有错
错在
你作为人类
生为人类
死于人类

有人说 终不是终 始不是始
你口中的终结 是他眼里的开始；
他眼里的开始 是你心里的终结

盾中之盾 没完没了
无奈中的无奈
怎么说
也
说
不
完
。

R-E-C-H-A-R-G-I-N-G

Padini Mega Sales
the first day, so I went
(with Andy & Adrian)
This collar shirt cost RM 55 after 50% discount
&
A jacket cost RM100 after 20% discount
total expense= RM155+

囧

A flash came across my mind
and I was delighted
I am not really smarter than others
that's why I have to put more effort on everything
so it's reasonable to give up something not necessary

In my life,
Joy , Couple Love
does not really suit for me
Ones will only success when he focus point is concentrate

I have to give up those mentioned
take example from all the best one and follow
I have to go to as far as I want, as possible as I can

Erm...
Was motivated by a friend too
she can speak a fluently English
she migrated to western country and of cause she can speak English well
but this is not an excuse
she can motivate me & I shall take this chance to improve myself
I want to speak in English fluently with her
this is what I wish to

Kick The Weak and Gain The Strong
(By GaoGao)

R-E-C-H-A-R-G-I-N-G

Motivation Mode "ON"

Sigh*
How many times I've putting airplane to myself
Alarm calls,using all its strength to shout at me
However,
I am addicted in the way of touchphone to switch off the alarm clock

That's it
Slide To Switch Off
it's really dammit bloody awesome
It had been few days i couldn't get up from sleep >,<
I just wanted to go to jog TnT

Recently,
I am really "bathing" in laziness
Motivation System was really in Sleeping Mode
where's my determination?? where's my energy went for??

Couldn't carry on like this
Keep myself in Motivation Mode again
Keep myself in Fresh Mind

Don't Forget my Aim
Don't Forget my Plan
Don't Forget my Dream

#There's no Addiction,it's all excuses of Laziness

Buried - 5th day

why am I dressing Blue suit??
that's right
I was attending GrandMa's funeral ceremony
As a Grandson,I suppose to dress in Blue

my parent dress White suit as Son & daughter-in-law
and also Green suit as Grandson's Son
my Grandma has so many offspring

White -> Son
Blue -> Grandson
Green -> Grandson's Son

I didn't took any photo at the scene
because I think it was so not respect to the death one
I followed the pray on 4th day and the 5th day is bury ceremony
1st day is Tuesday

Look at my Grandma inside the coffin
how to describe it
it was like a people is really when Sleeping
the different is...She 'll never wake up again
So...i was thinking
we should be grateful when we able to waking up in d every morning

RIP
>92<

1st of June - Everythg Back To NORMAL

ReLax Je
As the title
Everything has just back to normal
Today,I am officially unemployed

>my heart beat is calm<

Everything was just like a dream of yesterday
Colleagues,Manager,Quotation
All are being disengage from my daily life at the same time

Thanks to Company & Thanks to everyone
This is an ending of a part but not for all
for the past few months I've experienced
it strengthen my will for where should I go
It as a test of how do I play a role in a group

However,it's a pity
my main career does not fall in this field
that's why this is all I can do and I have to leave
It's my pleasure to work as a team with you all
I enjoyed the moment we spent together
This is not an end
It's a beginning
Farewell My friends

囧

End of story
it's time for me to settle down something I have to
It's about Cleaning & Tidy up my belongings
and then,
I shall start to set up my following Schedule
I always remind this to myself
>Don't forget my Aim<
>Don't forget my Plan<
>Don't forget my Dream<
DETERMINATION
GO! GO! GO!

Gifted from JunRong
Thk you for your present
^o^

I gave some present to colleagues too
It is my way to show my gratitude
The people around give you something unseen* and sweet memories
we should show our grateful to them
thus,that is why I never regret of leaving someone

囧

Bad News from Kampung yesterday night
My GrandMa had just passed away
I ever heard of some story about her
She was a Strong woman
she did many jobs before
She contributes a lots to our family generations
end up we have life comfortable

Her spirit will pass through generations
I shall inherited too
REST IN PEACE
GrandMa

不是

Mr Trouble & Mr Sorrow
keep knocking on my door

囧

People said
"something had been fated"
"the one belong to you would still back to you"

I already seen through all these things
it's only a kind of way to console people
whatever
Human Needs This to Carry On their Life

We could only say "maybe" she/he is Not the one fated belong to you
We could only know when that one back to you stay with you till the end of life

不是
It's all Bullshit
but still
I am looking for the answer
as a Human
we always look for an Answer

我还相信爱情 只是不相信有永远的爱情。。。

囧

However Whatever Whichever
this is not my Worry
my worry is about my Future

Ta-Da

GPS

I think my GPS works...

>Gentleman<
>Patient<
>Steady<

the main 3 points helps against my weak point

The flame in my heart is still burning ... indicating that
it's not time for me to Give Up yet
^o^

我的世界并不黑暗
只是我喜欢的颜色 是黑色

多话不如少话；少话不如说好话

对自己。。不满
还不够于。。成熟
再作一次的。。大改变

对别人。。大器些
对自己。。自信些
对家人。。阔气些

稳重 信心 毅力 不放弃

懂得给予他人 授于他人 才是成熟之举 成功之路

I love the way i did...
This was the correct way i want...
the way ahead are still far away
DO NOT FORGET YOUR PLAN
keep it up GAOGAO ^_^

囧

原来自己一直寻找的爱情就曾在周围
可惜我没一早发现 是什么原因 让我没选择她呢

其实我一直都认为她们都很优秀
为什么 你们现在才发现呢？
我沉默 因为我不同意你们的想法

懂得说话也很重
“多话不如少话；少话不如说好话”

RM75 bought an EXPerience

What kind of experience do you people will think of...??
I was just came back from a NIGHT PUB/NIGHT CLUB
was invited by my Manager to go to take part and thus getting a experience and learn

the Drinks/beer was my Manager treats...
and myself pay the "LADY DRINK" = RM75
means that i can hug the beauty and do "whatever" i want with no wasted the money
my Manager said: don't waste your money, do whatever you want to, just do it...

but at the end, i got nothing, I SWEAR
i am a failure for being a " BROTHEL CLIENT "
some kind of "awkward" scene out there too...
and there's a feeling that was treating like a fool

Her Name is Aileen
22 years old
from Philippines
been 6 month in Malaysia and
work for 2 month already

囧

No Feeling No syok No entertain...
"Play Woman"
just really simple "fooling her"

囧

Recent, fond of reading...
i need passion to maintain myself on reading..
the 1st one inspired me was Yoke Yew...
and now is my Manager...
for those who rich in experience and rich in knowledge
the way they talk are really awesome...
even though it's only just a HOUR talk I can gain lots knowledge from them =)
I wish i can be the one also

lots of thing have to CATCH UP of...
my poor knowledge let me lack of confident

Janice is right...
i can contact with above society level people and get to know a different thing
yes it is, and thus i should treasure the chances given to myself =)

i love HARRIS Too
it's the best BOOK STORE i can spend time on it =D

JIAYOU

Superb

My Manager is really a SUPERB
although he said that he's not trying to show off about he's superb
but in my eyes, he really is my Idol now...

Every times once Mr Keane was have a "short" talk with us
I can learn a LOTs of things and side knowledge from him...
Just assume that there are 10 question he asks me...
I only can answer 2 question correctly...
1 is really under my POOR knowledge and...
another one is my GUESS answer ><

In his shoes, I can see "读万卷书 不如行万里路"
plus, we have to ask and find out the answers whenever we have questions...
“打破砂锅问到底”
1 more thing important is we must always request for UPGRADING ourselves
we shouldn't satisfy to what we have now...
we must pursue pursue and pursue...

I am 21 years old for this year...
how long do i have for me to chasing my GOAL...
how long do i have for me to upgrade my own...
how long do i have for me to widen my knowledges...

I gonna CATCH UP with all of it =D
I am greedy I know...this is not really good but...
this is where my passion come from...
i should make good use of it =)

KEEP IT UP GAO YUAN
WORK IT UP RYAN
GET IT UP GAOGAO

INSPIRATION

Mr. Keane is my present Manager
Last Saturday me and 3 of my colleague was given a scold by him...
erm...rather call it a LESSON than a SCOLD

Just as usual, he showed us his history
including his Bungalow is going to build with a swimming pool
and sharing some of his life experience

The most impressive part I remember is what he share to me
he showed me 2 noble person quotes

*T Harv Eker : How you do anything is how you do everything
Means: the way you done a tiny stuff is how the way you achieve a big one
*Robert Kiyosaki - an america japanese, japanese graduate in America

-One more is about "we do not need to manage everything by our own" (i'm not so sure about the quote)
- means that, let some of the thing run itself automatically if can, we do not need to manage it 24/7 our own, so that we have extra time to do other thing

-One more from my manager
he said : if you are a good Team Leader / Manager, then when the time you are not around in the group and the group will be running as well as usual

it really inspired me right the way, what if we run a shop or a business we should get it up with systematic and then let it run with automatically & systematic so that i can manage well in many department~!!!

that's it~that is my plan~
Thks Mr.Keane, you are a good Manager
there's a lots of stuff inside my mind wanted to share with you,
but as a Manager like you will have no time to listen to a little fellow like ME
so that, i promise....
when the day comes...

I Shall Show You What Am I Trying To Tell You All Along The Time....

To Be Continue...

Bee Myself

Recently, was so emo aboutwhy I cannot achieve the GOALsI had assigned to my own...and then...I realize what's the reason behind...that is...I assigned too many tasks to myself at the same time ==
My ability nowcan not afford me to achieve all of it
in a short period...
Despite, I am newbie to enter the huge society
Furthermore, I have no any genius DNA...

recently was watching an anime
It taught me
a hardworking person can defeat a genius
with 99% afford

I am still continue fighting
just only came into a JAMMED junction
I will be Okay soon...
after this May...
I will be leaving from company...
and the time coming for me
is to boost my path
I will make sure that
I am ready for it =D

囧

I am a different person in school...
I shown my childish and my willful
actually I don't want to be like this
I prefer the time spent with my secondary friends
We have a lots to share and to learn with...
I really don't want to be stuck at here
I must to boost my knowledge in this aspect I chose
and then...
try to enter the other path...what i mean is....
PHYSIC...(Electrical*Electronic*Mechanical*)
those are my favorites
I found that it is interesting...
I gonna master it well enough...
in order to fulfill my GOALs

still a lots for me to CHASE to ACHIEVE to LEARN...
JIAYOU~! (^@@^)

Something I must do...

Well Well~
Let's talk about office issue first...

Manager had a meeting with us...
can tell that he has a high demand on our staff abilities...
what's so important is TeamWork and...

Rotation Rotation Rotation~

My lovely colleagues...
understand what Mr. Keane has done for us??
he shoulder the stress from the upper management...this is what i feel...
although sometime I have "objection" to his act but can't deny that what he has done to his staff...

囧

My plan had set for the period after I quit my job...
>BADMINTON<
>SWIMMING<
>CANTONESE<
>COOKING<
>AUTOMOTIVE<
>XXXXXXX<

This is all inside my mind =D
love to plan and then hit the target..full of sense of accomplishment
My life will be going on like this way...
Until I hit my REAL TARGET...

I don't really feel very upset because I shall fail to do these...
Was emo-ing because there's something I have to done well and proudly...

>Failure is the steps lead to Success<

To: >si cinnonet<

Janganlah minum coffee atau teh yang ber-manis banyak
coffee kan bitter...coffee package already mix with sugar somemore...
jikalau tambah manis lagi sudahlah banyak sangat gula tu~

Kena jaga jaga baik badan kesihatan anda terutama girl girl lah~
kan lagi nak ber-anak berapa tahun nanti...jika badan status tak stable tak bagus lah jadinya...

chinese elder selalu kata: jangan minum & makan yang tak sihat sangat...
nanti tua akan rasa akibatnya ~

LAGI si cinnonet look not so spirit kadang-kala...kan rasa penat~
rehat-lah betul betul masa kat rumah~

Duit can't buy Kesihatan~
aiyo~

Light up my life

Was Just back from 3 hours badminton match...woohoo...
been how long didn't play for so long hours already...

Still lots steps await me to master for lead to profession...
have to train my lung capacity with swimming...
before that I have to learn swimming from Coach Soh first...kaka...
and it's time for me to overcome my Phobia to water =D

I really decide want to resign already...
but before that I have to get the Confirmation letter for Boss first =)
still 1 month plus to go...
GAMBATEH~

Oh well~
Friends have their Uni life for them to upgrade their own...
and lots activities to bright their life...
what about me...??
got to do that on my own...
pitiful~~~

Don't be sad GaoGao~
you brighten your life and Shaping you future too ^^
JiaYou~~~

宗旨...?

Well, this is the first time I blog in the office ...

There's one word can describe my feeling now--->"tired"
Tiring not because of I have to schooling and work on days
It's because I didn't get enough sleep almost every days><

I feel like want to resign...
because I have no extra time to do my favorite activities

- I wanted to improve my badminton skill as it's my greatest hobby
and I wish I could have some outcome in this aspect
and I had promised to Adrian (as an excuse) we both have to put lots effort in Badminton to achieve our goal.
-Secondly, I have to focus on my future career which in the Automotive Side.
There are lots of knowledge within Automotive aspect that I have to learn and mastered.
The main reason I try so hard is aim to have a prospective future, if I don't concentrate on my main career how could I achieve it??

The only 1 thing I loss that is Nomore Income for myself TnT
Actually in this realistic world,
Money really matter, it could influence your decision all the time
and thus, that's why I wish that I could have a optimistic income in the coming future =D

*NOTE* I AM NOT MONEY-MINDED KIND of PERSON

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Whye Chien will be coming bek in July agaaaaaiiinn....
my best buddy who does really make me feel comfort all the time
One of the reason might be that he always say "Yes" to most of my invitation to him~kaka~
he's actually a interesting boy and who actually the most mature-minded among our friends~
This is my view about him lah~kaka~ =D

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HomeSickness...
Will I have it?? in the coming October...
I have already done the Mentally prepare all the time...
Living alone outside just feel like to organize a home outside...
I wish I could do that well so I don't think that I will get homesickness XD

JiaYou~^^

timetable

28 March onward to April Timetable

Monday - Friday
7am-1pm = SKM
2pm-4pm = Bosch
4.30pm-1am = Wrist


Saturday
2pm-6pm = Wrist
9pm-12am = Badminton

Sunday
4pm-5pm = xxxx xxxx

I think I gonna Die for the coming 2 weeks
TnT
However,
JIAYOU~

To be or not to be...

My Colleague gave me the sandwich
her name is "Noor Eza" aka "GiGi"
=D
I helped her wash her fish tank(shown in the photo)
so she buy me a sandwich
^^
memang untung la~
kaka~thank you Eza

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Adrian,
have you received my gift yet??
the red one is mine so the blue one is yours
"phiten" wrist band
this..as a proof that
we used to own the same dream together
it's good to have a same dream together with friend

No Matter we can fulfill it or not
we used to be player partner
we fight together to get the high score in a game
we fight together to defeat the opponents

don't give up my friend
we are the BEST^^

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My Beloved colleagues
^^

Bad & Good

My wish list is getting less and less items...
means i had fulfill part of it...
and i think i shall consider more next time before i add wishes in the list...
because money is really hard to earn...
especially we work as subordinate...
but it's okay...I am gaining the experience
this is one of my aim ^^

I never forget
"Make good use of coins that your hold to earn more and more, but never to be the slave of money "
QUOTE*

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I didn't get DISTINCTION for my Level 1 exam...I think...
my score is 86, and one of my classmate score 90...it's so lucky to him...i believe because Dot* Dot* Dot*
I did my best...and i am confident with my answer...
It's surely that the exam paper question mistakes as I told about before...

forget it...I still pursuing my Goal...
I won't give up due to this issues...
STRIKE FOR IT GAOGAO~!!
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BOSCH class start at 28 march, that is next monday...
2 pm to 4 pm...last for 2 weeks
how am i suppose to arrange my timetable in order to do adjustment between Job and School??
OMG~!!@@
i think i should have a talk with Mr.Keane and try to think of a way out...
If can't...I have only to become SUPERMAN for 2 weeks ler ==

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Tonight, BenBen is accompany me to sleep...
Because I miss IT & it's the same as I MISS You...
Good Night~

Scorpion Spirit

I am no more top score in the class...
是我退步了 还是他进步了呢？

since 2 weeks ago...i lose to him...
Level 1 exam i lose
Last week past exam i lose...
does really my job influence my study...??
i cant make it a sure...

But i swear to god upon today -- this special ♥ day to me
I won't lose every single one of them anymore...!!!
I will show my true strength again...
fooling around.....no more~!!!

Don't look down at me
scorpion is going to show his poisonous tail~!!!


做了工以后我真的有觉得到 “钱难赚”
所以我必定要在不久的将来得到“月薪高高”
有了固定的高收入 那么我就能更有心思放在别的事上
例如爱情，家庭，家务事 等等 很多事情
也因此我能有足够的资源继续追求梦想

我们从小读书到大 来来去去10几年
20多岁出来社会做工 再找机会成家立业
之后 不是被家庭束缚 就是被工作束缚好几十年
千遍一律的生活真的让我很不想去跟从

未来的生活 有了金钱不一定能有时间
有了时间 不一定能有金钱
所以要在这双方找的一个平衡点 必须要有极大的能力

能力是我现在正追求的目标~！！

I have a plan...about my future...
Now i going to finish my Certificate course...
and then master Advance Diploma in 2012
If financial condition allow...I will further Bachelor Degree in Aukland, New Zealand

2 years degree course in New Zealand + 1 year staying there to look for job...
After I got my stability in New Zealand maybe 3 to 5 years then I will be back to M'sia...
Back to M'sia not for permanent stay...I will run few automotive business in M'sia
and then hand over it to my People Can Be Trusted to manage the business...
after that I will move to New Zealand officially...

My plan was stop here...
because this is far enough for me to pursue currently...

To Be Continue。。。

SO...now
only left my blog could willingly to listen to me XD
My story is still continuing ...

My keyboard typing speed is getting faster and faster due to my job requirement
but there is universe out of sky...
One of my experienced colleague is really pro...
he memorized the CODE of the ITEM already, so he no need to do CODE CRACK =.=
CODE CRACK means we have to search the most appropriate item and thus get its code, this took lots of time
but he don't need to search but to enter the code which he had memorized then the work done~!!
really awesome~!!!
*but there's a advantage for the item he be in charge of, that is only 4 numeric,
mine is 6 numeric XD, but normally we didn't do code crack too but to type only kaka~
this is due to which department you in charge of...XD

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I found that...
CONFIDENT will come with COURAGE...
COURAGE will bring along CONFIDENT...
Now...I found COURAGE and so mine CONFIDENT too..

Hope everyone found his/hers too ^^

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I bloody busy for these few months~
but i very enjoyed~
I scare of 1 thing...according to scientist...
people who lack of sleep always could lead to death early...
I only sleep for less that 4 hours per day on weekdays
My life span had decrease lots TnT

P/s: I don't want to get wasted for every single seconds in the life without the presence of you

Move Forward Look Forward Run Forward~!!!
LEE GAO GAO RYAN LEE LEE GAO YUAN~!!!

The path I make

I wish...time could be extend for every single day, like 48/7
I wish...money could be multiple as much as well, like RM ---> $
I AM GREED...

Once i get time extended...I know that I will spend up all the time like the way I do now...
Once i get money multiple...I know that I will spend up lots of it on the thing I want to do...
thus, I'M NOT GREED...
I am just pursuing Satisfaction...

Hypothesis : The bigger the volume owned The bigger the satisfaction can pursue

Conclusion :
1) I wish that time can be extend is not aim to get extra time for me to rest, even if i get the time extended, i would do the same like the way I do now because I know TIME is important.
2)I wish that the money can be multiple is not aim to get rich but to do more meaningful thing around me. Cash is a powerful tool in this REALITY world. Fiction world can't earn money but cash can help you to fulfill part of fictional world.

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Kuan Yew, thanks for your advises, it really make sense...
but, like what i said...
I had chose this way, and I only want to look straight of it and go straight to it

Before I enter Despark,
it doesn't took me few days to make decision...
but it took few weeks or even few months...
up up down down it contained lots of reasons...
including personal, future issues, including every single factors all around me
maybe some could be too 意气用事
but this is what i can do before i bring regretful till the end of my life

I enjoying my path of life now while I planning my future too...
Why don't I continue the lifestyle along with it??

well, maybe in the coming future
some unexpected tough issues might change my way in the present too...
so, since I found a peace path now why don't I walk a long while more to it...?

I made all the decision before I take consider on lots of things...
i wish that can get support and bless from all my family members and friends

My Life is continue on the path I "make"
=D

My Year = Bunny Year ^^

Manager asked:"Do you all enjoy on working here?"
we answered:"YES!! WE DO!!"

Sense of humor are all around dwell in the office
everyday funny thing happen...
just can't stop laughing with my colleagues =D
I enjoy the moment with them...
No stress at all XD

nearly everyday listen to FM 879 "Mystery Jam 12"
Malay ghost stories in s'pore...
we are one of the loyal fans XD
weeeeee~~~

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Had hand in Leave application form to manager for this coming saturday
because my exam is drop on this saturday
Morning theory test, afternoon practical test
I will make sure that I am well-prepared for it!! =D

It's time end for me to fooling around...
gonna concentrate on Mastering Automotive
what i had learnt were so little
I am so tiny when I meet a profession...
I just wish that I can reach the Max...
to be the one of the Profession too

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I sent it..
and Bunny replied~!!! with a smiley face again somemore
really happy with that...

furthermore,
Was meet Fairy a week ago...
I just can feel that this year is my year...
I gonna RoCk IT!!!hahahahaha XD

Was having a good talk with a Far Distance Friend
really enjoy chatting with...

Looking Forward to the plan of Further Bachelor Degree oversea
could I succeed...??I don't know
But...before that
I hold only "1 year"
to fulfill dot dot dot
could I make it...??
could I make it...??
could I make it...??

WE SHALL SEE

Life...goes on

Time can never defined how deep a relationship is
can see that all around us
couple couple breaking up
few years relationship = bullshit
two years, three years or five years, for me
this is just an excuse to try to express that
you already get used of the way like there's someone closed
always love you and be right there for you always

Love can't be said or even calculate in years
that will only increase the burden of love
the more important is the MEMORIES that bring up your LOVE

for me,
---Time Short But Memorable

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I shouldn't find back all the photos from facebook photo album
some memories were brought back in mind
felt upset for all of it that I lost
I am trying hard to get back of it
and I know...
paying a lots effort doesn't means that can get a happy ending for sure
but I can do nothing but trying to do my best..

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Lever 1 examination coming for this week
my target is "EXTINCTION"
can I achieve it??
no...
should say that....
"I MUST!!!"

勇气

有一个故事是這樣說的：

男子问老僧：“有些事，有些人放不下怎么办？”
老僧回答：“没有什么放不下的。”
男子答：“可是我就是放不下。”
老僧拿起一个杯子让男子拿着，
然后往里面倒热水，
杯子满了依然继续倒，
烫得男子赶忙放手。

老僧缓缓道：“痛了，自然就懂得放手。”

- - -- - - -- - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - -- - - ♥

这是网络上常见的网络版

但原來還有個更感伤的版本

♥ - - -- - - -- - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - -- - -

水满出了杯子，
溢到了男子的手上，
男子手烫得抖动起来，
抬头诧异看了一眼老僧，
若有所悟。。。
强忍着痛，

依然牢牢地握着杯子。
老者有点意外地看着男子烫起泡的手
不再倒水，
轻叹口气，
指着不远处的一个水桶说：“帮我把那个水桶来。”
男子犹豫片刻，用另只手把水桶提了过来。
老僧微合双目，从袖中拿出一个盒子，道：“这就是你想要的，拿去吧。”
男子惊喜地接来盒子，放下茶杯和水桶，
正准备打开盒子，却听老僧开口：“痛了，坚持了，该放下的却终究还是会放下。”

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我没有一个俊俏的脸庞
可是我有一个可以很温柔很细心的心

我没有一个聪明的头脑
可是我有一个可以很上进很专心的心

我没有一个很会说话的嘴
可是我有一个可以可以很爱你的心
我爱你 你知道吗？♥

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“失去金钱是小损失，失去名誉是大损失
但是失去勇气，就是所有的损失”

深深被这句名句感染了
说得对 一个人连勇气都没有 就什么也得不到了
我最缺乏的 就是勇气
所以现在 每当我却步的时候 都会想起这句话
就会让我变勇敢了=)

曾经
为了你 放弃她
可是 我做不到
就像要我放弃你一样 怎么都忘不了

Where's My Destiny

Sometimes I really wondering why am I here in Despark??
They are childish, dreamless, and most of the time
we are wasting time in the class.
"They" are my coursemates + classmates

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Training Training Training Training Training~!!!
Promised Adrian, So I have no choice but to train hard...
haha kidding~ I just finding an excuse to motivate myself...
wanted to jog today early morning but I overslept...囧
just can't get up in the early morning lah haiz~

Gonna start my intense training tomorrow which last for 1 week...
I am offer for a week school holiday as my study week for my LEVEL 1 exam
and I gonna give up my study week instead to do my training...
however, i got to manage my study time during my work free time...
I think this will not be a problem =)
hope everything done as well as my wish^^

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Took a photo with a FAIRY at "SHOW HOUSE"
she's soooo sweet~!
when she was not smiling, she was pretty like HELL !!
when she was smiling, she was sweeeeet like PARADISE !!
I was totally attracted by her~!!!
I just wish that every words I said could bring her a SMILE !!
This satisfy me enough enough already lah !!!

But unfortunately, who are called as a FAIRY from me is who...
I think I will never manage to reach her...
because I am not eligible to match with HER ^^
nice to meet with you FAIRY~

Who's the Fairy??
see on the bar right-side ^^

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Bunny Bunny~
another sweet girl in the office I worked for
we had indirectly contact for few times only
but there was no any reply from her already...
was she had boyfriend already??
or fear of Manager scold??
or she didn't received my email??

awww~~come on God~
what do you want to do on me??
why do you playing fool on me??
is it that I am still belong to HER?? =)